Thank you all so much for your kind words, you all speak the truth.
Did I go, yes I did.
Did I have a fantastic, funny, entertaining afternoon? Yes I did.
Do I feel like a berk for worrying so much? Yes I do.
I arrived, met up with friends, some I've been in touch with regularly, some not for years. We toured the school, cringed at photos, remarked on how little the teachers had changed, remembered the great tuck shop raid of 1981 and we laughed, oh how I laughed.
A truly great afternoon. A wise man once said, "You are not alone and anyone who really matters, won't care what you look like."